Volume 1 Issue 2 – April 1999

January 23rd, 2010 by admin

Volume 1 Issue 2
April 1999

The Subject: Art

My struggle with faith and art
I think that part of the reason I was drawn to theatre is that it asks questions, at least good theatre does — ok, at least what I consider good theatre asks questions. Theatre can be and frequently is entertainment, but I prefer the more challenging stuff. I prefer theatre that honestly asks difficult questions: questions that may not have answers, or questions that may not have answers we like. I prefer to see and participate in theatre that examines humanity: small and large issues, pieces of life, hypothetical or real. Theatre is at its best when it just asks.

Now, by nature, we cannot avoid providing our opinion, that is, what we believe to be the truth – even if our position is that we believe there is no truth. But the best theatre provides those opinions without a heavy hand; it is more interested in taking us someplace to have an experience. So nothing is off limits, no issue, no person, no place. If it exists, then it is open to examination. to portrayal and to subsequent opinions formed regarding its origin. position and existence.

This is where I run into problems with ‘traditional” Christianity. Most Christians tend to believe (as I do) that there is truth, that all truth is Gods truth, and that there arc absolutes in the system that was created, that God has set up certain boundaries for our well being. For example, if we are created in God’s image, but sin has broken us, the world and our institutions, then there is an appropriate and healthy way to be what we were created to be and an unhealthy way. I too believe in boundaries, truth and absolutes and seek to be healthy. So, this is why I am torn. Should I not see, read, direct, or play a part that represents a system that I believe to be in error? Because theatre is more than representation, it is living. it is a process, it is communal, it is spiritual – to see, direct or play a part, I must in some way go to that place that I believe to be unhealthy.

The most interesting, challenging and honest theatre cannot be limited to one s belief system. If it is, it becomes nothing more than live propaganda. The majority of “Christian Theatre” has become Just that – a glorified infomercial for what Christians believe the world should be like, often without examining or confessing what the world is like. The truth of the brokenness of our world is still truth.

Theatre is about community, about a journey – with the cast, the director. designers and the rest of the audience to a common place: a place where we hope to be challenged. expanded. made aware and drawn together. Fear of that journey has no place in exploring humanity and truth. To represent and examine the world I must be willing to understand it. To honestly present it I need to acknowledge. understand, experience the brokenness in the world and in myself The “traditional church.” from which I came, tends to approach contemporary society and issues with fear if not loathing. Distance, judgment, and pity are far more common.

Theatre can entertain, it can educate, it can challenge, it can build community and it can destroy it. I have experienced all that and more from theatre. I have experienced love and mourning, hate and joy, tenor and safety, each one, toward humanity and with humanity or some piece of it. I have experienced these things as an audience member, as a director and as an actor. I value each experience as worthwhile, as a tremendous journey, and so I continue to do it. I believe that we are far too disconnected from one another – our families, our church, our communities and our world. I believe Christ calls us to community, a unique community that is dependent on one another in a great many ways. I honestly believe that theatre can be and is a part of that process. But if I let certain boundaries hinder the questions I ask, the roles I play, or the shows I direct, how can I examine life and subsequently touch my audience, an audience who probably does not believe what I believe about Christ and community?

I do some theatre that is just for entertainment. I do some theatre that “says” very little, and I do some theatre that I want to ask big questions but doesn’t. And I have been fortunate to have done theatre that did all that I hoped it would. I am in no way saying that all the theatre I do has a significant element of my faith as part of the message, and yet… If it comes from me, a piece of it is probably there somewhere. I work at it. I take both my artistry and my faith very seriously. I rely on both to carry me through this world and to process what it has to offer me. It is a struggle, but I have found that I have no choice, so I have a few foundational issues that I constantly remind myself of in order to remain faithful to both my God and my art.

• I cannot fear the world. My God is sovereign and reigns over the good and the bad, and even the good is broken. The war is over, we still battle, but the victory is ours.

• I am riot merely an individual. I live in community – the most important of which is my Christian community, my church and friends of faith. I share with them. I expect them to support and challenge me, and I them.

• I work it out for each individual project in which I am involved. Sometimes that takes a great deal of work, sometimes not much. Life is huge and has a great deal to teach us. I am always learning, about art, faith and life.

• I know that I live in a state of grace. I am free to fail. I do fail. And I will continue to fail. Christ is still Lord and I am still God’s child. And when I fail. I am forgiven.

Just for clarification – I do not try or expect to fail. I work toward and expect to win, to figure it out, to faithfully be a Christian and a theatre artist at the same time, without compromising either. I find that difficult. But for me, both are worth the struggle.

Ty Furman

actor/director/administrator/educator
Executive Director. Vagabond Acting Troupe
Coordinator of Student Performing Arts. University of Pennsylvania

The 99 and the 1
One of the most inspiring articles I’ve read discusses the essence of modern art and music culture in light of Christ’s parable about the lost sheep. The point of the discussion is that Christ came not to find the 99 sheep that were safely in the flock, but to seek out the 1 lost sheep. The parallel is: the mainstream art and music culture is the 99 and those musicians and artists on the fringe are the lost sheep.

While some genres, such as ska, punk, or a more generic “alternative” rock have become more generally known, huge country and pop artists still dominate both the mainstream and the ghettoized Christian culture. This isn’t to demean or lessen the roles these people play. But I continue to wonder whether the voice of those connecting to lost sheep is not drowned out. Various genres, media, and styles are increasingly represented both in mainstream culture and by like-minded Christians affected by these artistic and musical movements. But the harvest is white.

The role of those involved in the art and music subculture is much more intense and difficult than those going with what sells. It would be nice to see more people willing to venture out into less secure territories. How about getting into the punk revolution, or the more obscure gothic or experimental genres? Those places need Christians who will meet individuals on common ground, communicating through authentic mediums the true spirit of the risen Christ. This is like paying attention to a diverse world culture, akin to foreign missions, speaking to the disenchanted and disenfranchised in their own dialect in their own land. In art and music, however, a true transformation is not just a bastardization of style, but a true experience of the artistic genre. Or like C.S. Lewis is often quoted as saying, “We need more artists who are Christians, not more Christian artists.”

A shining example for me is found in the band Sunny Day Real Estate. Lead singer Jeremy Enigk became a Christian; his conversion sent the band and its growing popularity into turmoil. The band was at the forefront of the emerging “emo” style, a splinter of both the punk and indie rock music movements. His conversion had a profound effect on the music scene, through both his outspoken beliefs in interviews and the lyrics on a Sunny Day album, and became the source of much discussion and debate. Here, a personal belief in Christ made headway into private conversations and thinking for individuals who were not normally confronted with Christianity in their day to day life. The band has since reunited, and with it, Enigk’s spiritual influences mark the music in a subtler, yet definite way. His interviews speak profoundly as to his thoughts and beliefs.

Another example is the growing success of punk band MXPX. In 1996, MXPX actually played at Circle of Hope to an extremely packed out house of 150 or so. Last week, they sold out the Electric Factory with a crowd nearing 2000. Widely accepted by non-Christians as a premier group of punk musicians, MXPX have a unique opportunity: to be world class musicians as Christians. They were part of last summer’s Warped Tour, which featured prominent punk bands, and had the chance to speak of their Christianity in a day to day way to the bands on the tour, as well as through their music. Their methods of incorporating their beliefs are subtle and personal, but the band takes the time to speak individually with interested fans and speak through interviews. They are at the forefront of an emerging underground culture.

A final example is a bit more esoteric. My friend Nathan and I run a record label called Velvet Empire Records, which specializes in an obscure style called “dark ambient.” Traditionally, the scene is made up of musicians with profound spiritual influences, predominantly of a darker nature. Many are Satanists, witches, pagans, druids, or any other similar type of “religion” The artists involved in our label are all Christians and our releases have been reviewed in many of the same magazines as the other bands. There is an intent to seek out those in this despairing music scene. There have been some interesting relationships grown and a discovery of several individuals in the scene as being Christians.

These instances are not limited to musicians. The 20th century has witnessed many important writers, such as C.S. Lewis, poet T.S. Eliot, author Madeline L’Engle, or short story mastermind Flannery O’Connor, subtly mix in their beliefs with their arts. Filmmakers, such as Wim Winders (Wings of Desire, Until the End of the World, and End of Violence), Krzysztof Kieslowski (the Blue, White, and Red trilogy), and Lars Von Trier (Breaking the Waves, Zentropa), have incorporated aspects of their Christianity into their films, in non-traditional, and perhaps even shocking ways.

The point in all of this is that the role of Christians making art and music is not a particularly set predefined mold. Just like our roles vary in Circle of Hope, there are musicians and artists dedicated to communicating with obscure lost sheep in a variety of places on a variety of different levels. The 99 have many of their musicians and artists already; there are churches supporting many of the 99 sheep, yet the role of Circle has been to seek out those lost sheep wherever they might be. Our support of the arts–visual, audio, written, and performed–is important because these mediums speak in ways that the traditional church is unable, communicating authentic truths to those who may never visit Circle or a more traditional church environment. This is a good goal for Arts Month. Remembering the lost sheep needs to remain part of our artistic outlook since finding those people is an essential activity of our church.

Scott Hatch
Record producer, promoter, musician
Merck employee

Artistic Mediocrity in the 20th Century Church
Is There Hope?

The area of creativity is essential to the Christian life inasmuch as we are created beings. To ignore the centrality of our capacity to enjoy beauty, to communicate artistically and through abstract ideas causes, us to lead poverty-stricken lives, void of the ability to enjoy ourselves, our fellow human beings, and above all, God.

This statement is at the heart of Franky Schaeffer’s book Addicted to Mediocrity- 20th Century Christians and the Arts, a quite hard-hitting book which has helped form and challenge my views on and relationship to the arts. He contends that the church indeed has ignored its capacity to enjoy the beauty which God has given it, amid failed to encourage its artists in their endeavors to express its reality. The result is a lack of Christian artists and a void in our society of art created by Christians. I hesitate to use the term “Christian Art” as I’m not quite sure what that means. I prefer to talk about the church’s relationship to the arts and our participation in the arts as Christians.

I will use some of Schaeffer’s arguments to help explain myself as wet I as throwing in a few musings of my own. I know that I offer only one perspective based on my own church background. I can only hope that you will have experienced something far more meaningful than I have. Certainly I will only touch the tip of the iceberg. I feel that I am only at the beginnings of my own journey, one which I began about ten years ago. I began to discover my own talents and cravings for artfully expressed truth and beauty, and in the process I found no place, no inspiration, no role models and no permission in the church. I knew that what I experienced in the various Protestant evangelical and Pentecostal churches I had grown up in and around was not what I wanted – it made my skin crawl much of the time. I saw little difference between the “dramas” and skits (which generally stopped just short of hitting you over the head with an unveiled message about something you had to believe to be a Christian) which were presented by untrained actors, and tile skits brought into my Jr. High telling me not to do drugs. The ethnocentric music everyone seemed to be enjoying had its roots in Perry Como and Lawrence Welk. And the visual art (I use the term loosely) consisted of “God is Love” stickers and the odd “He is Risen” banner. So I began my, at times, painful journey to quite literally “find my voice”, something I am still trying to do. Helpful to me in this process has been understanding how the Church got to be tile way it generally is.

Schaeffer speaks to tile various blind spots that the Church has had over the centuries. These usually result, he contends, from an unwitting adaptation to or infiltration of the problems of the society around the church into the church itself Tile traditional view of tile arts, long–held until tile late l800’s, maintained that God is creative and diverse and has thus given us a creative and diverse world. He gave it graciously to us to enjoy with him in order to experience with him tile beauty and reality of life. Thus, the arts and the enjoyment of them, all these expressions of human creativity and ability to communicate, need no justification, whether spiritual or utilitarian. They are what they are. The history of the Church and consequently the West is rich with artistic heritage. Though it suffered other blind spots, its high view of creativity affected all of church life and in turn the surrounding culture. Christians with a living faith found a safe place to create and a context in which to flourish.

Our century, however, has seen the relegation of artistic expression and thought, even the enjoyment of God’s creation itself, to the bottom drawer of Christian consciousness– despised outright as unspiritual or unchristian. This deficiency has been the cause of many unnecessary guilt feelings and much bitterness, taking us out of touch with the world God has made, with the culture in which we live, and making its largely ineffectual in that culture.

Schaeffer cites two particular viewpoints the church adopted in the late 19th and early 20th centuries which led to the demise of creative freedom. First was the separation of the spiritual and the secular. That which was spiritual became defined as that which could be experienced internally only. This belief created a tension between the soul and the body, the spiritual and the temporal. Faith became entirely spiritual and not incarnational and thus God ceased to be Lord and creator of all. Lives became compartmentalized and a sort of hierarchy of spirituality developed. Those seeking to pursue the enjoyment of God’s creation were seen as unspiritual and all things material and tangible as outside God’s realm.

Secondly, following the Darwinian theory of evolution (survival of the fittest, the onward march of society, etc.), the value of a human life had to be justified iii some utilitarian way. Each person was measured by what he or she could achieve, produce, earn and contribute. This world-view infiltrated the church as well. One’s contribution had to be useful to the onward march of the church, had to help ill its efforts, ill its programs, its church growth emphasis week, or whatever. Thus, as Schaeffer summarizes, tile arts (along with politics, the media, medical ethics and many other things) were particularly and bitterly affected, first relegated to the basement of the church as unspiritual and now, whenever they were allowed to see the light of day, demanded to make some useful contribution to that church.

It is no wonder that in this environment artists had to run for their creative lives. The void left by their absence had to be filled with something — after all, we are created beings and thus at some level must create. Tile result became largely fearful, thoughtless propagandistic shadows of true art. A slogan had to be tacked on to everything to make an acceptable point. Schaeffer aptly calls it mediocre, media-artistic propaganda. The price that we have paid for the abuse and manipulation of God-given talents through turning them into mere useful tools has ultimately been defacing tile image of God before the world. The world has been watching our monstrous commercials for Christ, which the church has accepted as Christian art, Christian media, Christian music amid Christian writing. (I wish I could comment on Christian dance, but that has been taboo since David, never truly finding a place in Christian worship. The Shakers tried…)

Often the excuses heard for this Continental Singer nightmare have been that “sometimes people are saved”, or ‘the spirit can work somehow through or ‘‘it’s better than nothing.’’ Such arguments just don’t make it. We see throughout history that God can bring good from evil, but the evil is not justified. One certainly does not offer it to Him as worship!

So what can we do now to go beyond a century of mediocrity? We must certainly distance ourselves from this debilitating belief that our spirituality is separate from our humanity and that what we create must somehow have Jesus stamped on it in order for it to be redeemed. Many of us are already on this heart-felt journey together, realizing that of all people, we as Christians should be addicted to quality and integrity in every area of life, not looking for excuses for second-best. The wonderful truth of Jesus redemption is taking effect. The truth is, Jesus redeems us in our entirety — making us free to create out of redeemed lives art that is redeemed. Jesus made that possible for us on the cross.

I believe that we need to continue to challenge ourselves and the Church at large to encourage those in the creative arena. Schaeffer contends that to do so, we must know something about creativity. We must be those that have a great interest in creativity. We must stop asking the question “What’s Christian about that?” and embrace the idea that all human endeavor is for Christ (if it is not against Him) and has its origins in God. We Christians should feel the most safe with new artistic ideas, with experimentation and with the dialogue art arouses. If we are solidly rooted in truth, the world need pose no threat.

I know that I still struggle with guilt for embracing the arts and devoting so much of myself to the art that I do. In fact I realize that I have spent most of my time in classical music for safety reasons as much as out of the lack of contemporary material I can feel good about performing. I haven’t found much outside of the standard classical repertoire that I can be a part of yet. I am personally quite tired of the Christianization of other people’s music and art; “Christian rock,” or “Christian Goth,” or “Christian Rap,” which continues on to become Christian bath towels and Christian fortune cookies (no joke). I am exhausted, in fact. Again it is the Jesus stamp and I wonder at its value.

I long for those who create to develop new forms which embody the depth of the past with the sensibilities of the present and future. Could it not be possible that truly redeemed forms (such as those of the past like the cantata, the hymn, the frescoes that adorn the domes and ceilings of cathedrals, the African-American spiritual etc.) could be born in our time? I long for artists to have the freedom to create, in whatever existing form they choose, the art in their souls with complete artistic license, and for a church that would grant the space for experimentation.

I long for music which lives now and which will live on. Longevity, I think, is the difference between pop culture and artful life. This is hard to find in our basically pop American culture. Not that there is no room for pop culture- it has value all its own, but if this is all we have and all we are, then we are missing a great deal. We desperately need Christian involvement at every layer of our society. We have grown up as a country with the artless Christian world-view — we perfected it. Our public education system has little room for music, and even less for the fine arts. Our government threatens to cut funding for the National Endowment for the Arts regularly. We are not undertaking a small task, but it is a worthy journey.

I still have many questions for which I don’t have satisfying answers. I look forward to a continuing dialogue. Some things I still ponder:

• What is sin in art?

What art should be a part of corporate worship? Should there be any delineation based on content or form? • How can those who are not in the arts themselves, but interested in a more creative and sensitive existence improve their awareness and support of the arts and artists?

• How do we as Christians determine what art is quality and has integrity?

• How do we integrate the arts and training in the arts into our church life?

A challenge issued by Schaeffer:

“An active effort must be made to roll back time in order to he able to discern and nurture an appreciation of quality in each area of the arts. Don’t let your images and ideas about God himself and truth be polluted by mediocre teaching, magazines, hooks, radio, and T V Keep away from it, stop your ears, cover your eves.”

Perhaps to put a more positive spin on this I’ll quote another artistic source

“Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.”

II Corinthians 3:17-18.

Annette Jeffrey

Opera singer, student, Cell Leader

Dialogue Vol. 1 Issue. 1 January 1999

January 23rd, 2010 by admin

Dialogue

Volume 1 Issue 1
January 1999

Let’s talk
At the Council Meeting this month we were doing some major dialoguing. One person even prayed at the end of the meeting, “Thanks Lord that we can do this!”

We’ve always hoped we would be characterized as a place where people can say what they mean and mean what they say and not get ejected for it. From the very beginning, Circle of Hope was founded on dialogue.

An ongoing conversation in and with Christ is the essence of Body life. It is something like what Jesus is talking about when he speaks about the Spirit of truth in John 16: “He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine and making it known to you. All that belongs to the Father is mine. That is why I said the Spirit will take from what is mine and make it known to you.” Doesn’t that sort of sound like everyone is engaged in a deep dialogue, spirit to Spirit? That is what we are working out, too.

Jesus is revealing himself and his ways through his Spirit to each of us and all of us. We rely on everyone to reveal what they hear and know to everyone else in the body. This big dialogue with God and others – of prayer, study, mutual encouragement and sharing what we know – is what keeps making us who we are.

So what shall we talk about?

In this first issue of our reformed quarterly journal, we have asked a circle of ten writers to share their thoughts about where we are at in relation to some important areas of our life together. They are going to briefly share their wisdom, share their dream and then ask us a question we need ponder. When we venture our own answers, the dialogue we create will keep us moving on our common journey toward wholeness in Jesus.

Community
I was listening to NPR talk radio in the car and there was a story about a traveling cast of the rock musical HAIR. They were not only into the musical, they were into the whole early seventies peace/love thing that gave birth to the musical. It wasn’t a faux retro thing, it was really meaningful to them. They called themselves a tribe.

When not everyone could go on the next gig, the whole tribe had a major issue. If people quit the show, the tribe felt divorced. A friend of a cast member quoted on the radio was worried. He asked, “When are you all going to get over this love shit?”

I’m not sure some of our friends wouldn’t like to ask us with Circle of Hope that same thing. We aren’t getting over it, we are just getting into it.

The cast of HAIR is finding something valuable in their community of artists. Isn’t everyone looking for something like that, these days, and seldom really finding it? I think our community is onto the Source of it all in Jesus. It is a miracle that we have this island of love and commitment in the middle of this alienated town and generation.

But will we end up just being little tribes – even in the middle of Circle of Hope? Amazingly enough, we have young/old differences, this music/that music, married/single, rich/poor, white/persons of color – little tribes are forming. Will we overcome tribalization and be those diverse circles of ten forming a network of multi-whatever churches? Can we love that much? I hope we live with a vision that is beyond “what I feel” or “what I get out of it” and form a circle of hope around Jesus whose love knows no bounds.

So my question is: What do you think it will take for God to get us to really act out our belief that we can live as citizens of the Kingdom right now?

Rod White

Depth
Spiritual and mental health in a culture full of activity and rather short in assigning value to reflection is a lasting challenge as we stand at the end of the millennium. With advertising becoming more and more sophisticated and better and better and better at catching and keeping our attention, it is increasingly difficult to actually name our authentic needs. With little thought we press a button and our TV screens fill with advice from a variety of talk shows on how to take care of ourselves. Our music weaves more advice on how to live and to love into our world view. The result for many of us is that, we just keep going and seldom engage in the slow and sometimes painful process of assessing the state of our minds and souls. We connect with people around us, or attempt to in a flurry of activities, but we seem to experience repeated moments of despair or anger or flatness depending on our temperaments. We answer those moments with new efforts to fill our calendars or dull our senses. We may complain about our relationships and wonder why these people don’t love us as we wish. What we rarely do is ask ourselves what we really want and what God might be trying to tell us through the disguised messengers found in the many occurrences of our daily lives. We’ve been taught by our culture to look outside of ourselves for hope and for peace. We need to look inward. That will take considerable effort and time to learn how.

We are a young group in both chronological age and in time spent together. We haven’t mastered this complex skill of combining reflection and activity, prayer and work, yet. At Circle of Hope we are on the journey toward wellness. It is a good group to travel with if you are looking to grow deep. We are encouraged to join cell groups where honest struggles can be shared. Attempting to abolish “polite Christianity” (sometimes known as fake Christianity) is an excellent goal and it’s one that Circle people really embrace. It’s good to keep working at this. We are warned in sermons to take the time and bear the cost of waiting on the Lord and doing the work of the inward journey. People are available to support in times of crisis and to celebrate in times of joy, but hopefully, not to intrude when solitude is necessary. The corruption of our culture is discussed. But all of that still happens around us. We must each take the work of crowing deeper as people inside and wrestle with it personally, in our own interiors, where our own personal demons lurk. That will always be the challenge. No matter what we are together, each person must be given the grace to do this inner work. That is why we set goals for growing deep that take into consideration the outward efforts that help to bring the inward struggle into focus. Together and individually we need to keep going on this inward journey. We need to continue to strive to be a safe place for others and for ourselves to face all that our lives present to us. The danger is really only in stopping, that is, in closing ourselves off from our own experience in order to avoid struggle or doubt or change. If we keep open, God will draw us deeper and deeper into the freedom of His grace, even in a world that is damaged and dangerous. What is going on in your soul today? What is the message from the deeper, reflective parts of you?

Gwen White

Worship
There are many issues in the body of Christ that burn into fires of eternal debate. One, especially, is how we worship. Circle of Hope is trying to be a “safe place’ for people to come and experience Christ, maybe even for the first time. We try to accomplish this at our worship times by four major phases.

I see the first two as the “message” and “about of life together” times, usually provided by Rod [our pastor]. These are times to see what’s up with the Circle community and to learn about the gospel. Combined into one are times before and after the worship times when we can greet friends of old and also meet new ones. Last is the time of music, where we all get together and worship God through song, etc.

There are currently two bands that lead us in song. They put forth a sincere effort to usher us into the presence of the Holy Spirit and to get everyone involved. Since worship is such a personal experience with God, it is really up to the individual to decide how involved they want to get. Often the issue of the style is brought up and blown way out of proportion. God can use any style of music, since it all comes from Him.

The definition of worship in the back of my Bible is “to honor; to show reverence for.” If a certain style of music inhibits you from revering God, then maybe the music isn’t the problem. I would love to see the Church come together to honor the God that gave us music in all its forms, all in one accord. I long for the day that everybody comes on Sunday night without a personal agenda and just wants to experience whatever God has in store for them. It would be great if people got past the self-consciousness and fear and would just shout to the Lord, or at least sing.

Whoever is called to lead worship at Circle of Hope is a person who should not only be followed, but should be encouraged so that God can use them even more greatly. Should we as a church really question our worship leaders’ styles, preferences, or abilities? Or should we look past that and try to let the Holy Spirit do what He came to do by just praising God for who He is instead of who our leaders are?

Joshua Szczesniak

Showing God’s Love in Practical Ways

We’re STARTING SMALL WITH A BIG VISION FOR HOPE.
Hope is perhaps the one thing in greatest demand throughout the world. Rich and poor alike are in search of something which will stabilize their lives and give them a sense of purpose in the world. We live in a city where hope is in low supply for many. We formed Circle Venture last April to show God’s love in practical ways. By providing jobs and training for unemployed persons we know that the hope of Jesus can be extended in such a way that we can make a difference, and draw people in to the body of Christ.

The primary way we are expressing this practical love is through Worldly Goods: Imports From Around The World. This is the first business started by Circle Venture which specializes in handcrafted products for jobs and justice. Our retail store at 264 S. 10th Street carries a collection of unique handcrafted products from artisans all over the world seeking to make a living wage. Circle Venture is also planning on Worldly Goods being a training site for welfare recipients facing expulsion from state support. In this way we can provide work experience for careers in retail. Also, when Worldly Goods is close to full funding this year, we can provide at least 1 full time and 1 part time job for unemployed persons in Philadelphia.

This is a big vision for a small (but growing!) group of people. However, we believe the Kingdom of God is indeed like a mustard seed. It starts off small and grows to be the plant in the field. In 1999 we will begin planning for the next millennium, in which we will begin a second business in partnership with the next Circle of Hope congregation.

Our faith is in God to be a place of hope for the world. For those seeking economic stability, Circle Venture and its daughter businesses will be a place where roads to financial interdependence can be found. Notice I did not say independence. We want Circle Venture to be part of the Circle of Hope community of Jesus followers where everyone shares what they have and no one is in need. No one makes it alone in this world, especially financially. Circle Venture will facilitate social and economic change by helping to continually form the Circle of Hope community where money and resources are shared so everyone can live comfortably and simply.

Now the challenge for the team God has formed at Circle of Hope is to make a primary commitment to God and the body of Christ in order to realize this vision. What skills, practical assistance, resources and prayers can you share to this end?

Chris Petersen

The Arts
The body of Circle of Hope includes many individuals involved with art on both an amateur and professional level; several other individuals attend colleges for art related majors. There are writers, poets, painters, photographers, sculptors, filmmakers, singers, and musicians of all kinds. An important future for the Church as a whole relies on the inclusion of the often neglected and overlooked creative community, individuals who may be less charismatic and outspoken and more introverted, but who also have incredible depth, insight, and experience to add to the body.

1998 was a significant year for art at Circle of Hope. September’s Art Opening was a groundbreaking event, gathering together Circle’s many artists. The fact that any church would go so far as to openly invite artists and put their work on display is truly remarkable. The additional efforts of the semi-regular coffeehouse events attempted to bring various types of music into Circle of Hope. Occasional experiments in louder genres left some unsolvable problems with the neighbors, problems which brought the events mostly to an end. In its heyday, however, the coffeehouse hosted a wide variety of acoustic and electric musicians, including Circles own The Squiers. Many different individuals were in attendance, many not a part of the Church and several non-believers impressed with the efforts of Circle of Hope.

For 1999, the question for us all is: How will we better integrate the arts into Circle of hope and communicate openly with the artists both within our midst and outside of our doors? That is an effort that requires participation from both artists and non-artists within the Body.

Scott Hatch

Reaching This Generation
Last week I walked out of my apartment and got into my car. I drove down the street and passed Jeff, a homeless man of about 60 who hangs out at the gas station trying to get enough money for a hot dog and cup of coffee before returning to the shelter 15 blocks away.

Next I drove through Kensington and noticed a new mural that had been painted since the last time I’d been there. The mural was of a young Puerto Rican man that was shot in a drive by shooting. It was his memorial.

Next, I went into a gas station to get some gas. While I was waiting in line to pay, I glanced at the newspaper rack and broke down in tears. There was a picture of a friend of mine who had shot himself the day before on the front page. The newspaper rack was full of his death. I knew before going into the cashier that he was on the front page. What I learned at the counter was that he was the front page, the big news. I left without getting the gas.

As I got back to my car I realized that I was not crying just because I lost another friend to something as meaningless as suicide but because all of these images: homeless acquaintance, murdered stranger, desperate friend, all came together in a common thread. That common thread is that the “generation’ in which they lived was the same for each one. It is the same generation that you and I share – whether young, old or somewhere in between.

Too often we think of our generation as our age category. Circle of Hope may target “younger people” of the “next generation,” but those aren’t all the people sharing this space in time. This generation can’t be narrowed down to “us.” We are all in the same boat, and some days it looks accurately sinking. We are all living in an age that has more options, choices and distractions than ever. Few, if any, of these offer hope and a reason to live. They may seem to offer something for a time, but the hope is false and any excitement or security tends to fizzle.

As Christians we have the privilege of offering true hope and true meaning by offering Jesus Christ. This offering cuts through all barriers of this generation – it can be passed from a 16 to a 60 year old, from a black to a white, from straight to gay and from homed to homeless. How are you reaching all of the ages of this generation, and not undercutting your own, as well? I pray that you can answer by saying that you offer Christ, the hope that can not be taken away.

Genny 0’Donnell

Reaching the Next Generation
I Timothy 4:11-5:2

During our lifetimes, the Church has been geared towards middle class adults and it has failed to reach and keep the young people. Seeing that as a problem, Circle of Hope is on a mission to incorporate the whole body of Christ in a safe community. This is ideal for discipling the next generation in a world of broken families. We have only begun to reach the next generation through past high school cell attempts. However, Circle right now has very few “youth” (people ages 12-18).

Circle of Hope is considered by some to be radical compared to the American church, with its forms of worship. Even so, it has not reached the next generation. We have done a good job with empowering and nurturing “generation X.” Now that “generation X” has entered into their 20’s and 30’s, we need to broaden our efforts to reach a new youth culture.

I believe that Circle of Hope has been called by God to make our own cultural sacrifices for the next generation. God is in their culture as well as ours, so we need to embrace their unique expression without pressuring them into our newly formed tradition. I would like to see us stepping out of our comfort zone in music and other forms of worship to make room and welcome the next generation. This will give them the freedom to become Cell leaders, form worship bands, and unite the body of Christ. After all, young people are the leaders of today, not the church of tomorrow.

To sum it all up in the words of Pete Greig from Revelation Church UK, “Each culture must be free to find and worship God in the full richness of its own tongue… .There has been a great exodus of the called and the gifted leaving two-dimensional, bland, non-risk-takers, trying to be radical without upsetting anyone!…We need to stop doing youth work and start building church amongst young people.”

Are we, Circle of Hope, prepared to leave our comfort zone for the next generation and their culture?

Erin Ealy
(With input from her loved ones.)

A Safe Place
At Council on January 5, we addressed the precise question that Rod asked me to discuss: how we are accomplishing our mission of being “a safe place to experience, share, and express God’s love”. As we determined at Council, it is vital that we distinguish between the nuances of “safe” and “comfortable”. We acknowledged that none of us really, if we think about it, want Circle to become comfortable. That implies stagnation and complacency. But sometimes it is hard to tell the difference between the two. For we do want to create a space with our relationships, music, food, words, and actions–that is, with all that we are–where people can know that they are truly and deeply loved. We know the love of our creator God through the hands that feed us and hold us, the mouths that speak to us truthfully, and the Spirit–led hearts that challenge and love us. We talked at great length, at Council, about whether people are made “safe” by the externals of our Sunday night worship service. We talked a little about the interaction that should happen before and after worship, particularly with newcomers to our circle. We are growing in numbers, and relationships are deepening, so we seem to be growing in our mission to some degree. It was a good and worthy discussion.

But we did not talk as much about safety within the cells, within our neighborhood and society, or the most basic safety of all: are we a refuge fur the battered of this world? If we are not a haven, if the community of our bodies is not a “safe place” for people broken by injustice, by violence, by racism, sexism, and loneliness, then where, literally on this earth, can they find it? Looking around at a Love Feast or worship time, it is hard not to see that we are still predominantly upper class, privileged, educated. We take a lot for granted. I fear for us, if we become comfortable with our privilege.

To make our circle Christ’s place means that we have to sacrifice any safety which comes at another’s expense. So maybe “safe” is the wrong word. Maybe, as C.S. Lewis says, it isn’t safe at all. Just good. We are going to have to reckon with the evil root of injustice in our country, and that is not “safe”.

Oh, Circle–at Council I looked around and could have wept, for the thing God is creating out of us is so beautiful–it is a warming light in the darkness; it is dancing, springing water in the desert. You and I, we are people made new–we are freed to be human, opened up to all the glorious possibility of being made in God’s image. We are free even to wrestle with the most powerful and deep-rooted of evils, for we need not be ashamed to die trying! The safe place we are talking about is nothing less than Jesus’ kingdom, and God is pleased, with divine humour, to create it within our circle. How do we learn to listen to what we may not want to hear?

Anna Kunnecke-VanBeers

Reaching the Next Next Generation
I) Where are we right now?

We are friendly to children and beginning to think about what it means to serve them while we also serve the adults in the congregation. We have several people, single and married, who don’t have children but enjoy them and want to be a part of their discipleship and growth. However, we haven’t come to any type of consensus regarding what we believe about the role(s) children play in a cell church and more specifically in our church. There is disagreement and frustration for some who want to see children more involved and feel a lack of real direction.

2) Where I’d like to see us end up this year.

I’d like to see us come to some initial consensus regarding a philosophy of children in the church that includes what it means to work alongside the Holy Spirit in their lives, that is, what it means to teach them without indoctrinating them and how we can enable them to serve and be involved in congregational and community life in developmentally appropriate ways. Secondly, I’d like to see a safe, warm, clean space for them in our worship space.

3) Question – What does Jesus teach us about the role(s) children can/should have in our community?

Deb Valentine

Discipleship
In our current Ministry Plan, we talk about who we are and what we care about. In this long list we make several statements that apply directly to the idea of discipleship. One statement is that, “the world needs more people deeply related to Christ. ” Romans 12:1 & 2 says it this way:

“Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God – this is your spiritual act of worship.

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.

Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will.”

Gender insensitivity aside, I think this text lays an important foundational piece in the circle we are building. To be urged to offer our bodies to God, everything that we are, is a daunting task. God desires that all we do, day in and day out, be used in service to the Kingdom. In a big picture way, that is what Circle of Hope is about – service to the Kingdom of God.

What is most interesting to me about this passage is the second line. The implication is that we are conformed to the world now and we need to be different from that. We need to be transformed, and this transformation, according to the passage, will come by the renewing of our minds. Paul isn’t using fluffy, personalistic, spiritual language here but a concrete statement about the hard work of being faithful. Central to testing and doing God’s will is working to transform what we know and think. God’s will must be discerned and learned. That is what discipleship is all about.

At Circle of Hope, the primary place we do this discerning and learning is in cells. We gather together to discern by talking to each other about who we are and where we come from and what all of that has to do with where we are going. Overall, we are pretty good at talking and listening to one another. We first talk and listen to one another so we can discern what the Spirit is saying to us. Then we must learn. We must do the hard work of thinking through what a faithful response would be to the directions we are hearing. I am not speaking of intellectualism for its own sake but the use of our God-given intellect to apply our faith to the problems of our world. Martin Luther said we must study with the Bible in one hand and the newspaper in the other. That process takes serious work. We need to know the Bible and we need to know the world. Both are necessary if we are to grow into faithfulness.

The questions for Circle of Hope in relation to discipleship is two-fold as I see it. First, how are we seeking to learn about our faith and grow in it? The second is related to the first. Who are we investing in to help them grow? If we are to know God’s will we must transform our minds and help others to do the same.

David Bestwick-Satterlee